6.22.22 // The "Someday"

I don’t want to live for "someday."
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We've all heard it before...
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"well maybe someday."
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The distant visions of the future.
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The horizons that are always changing and always just that, horizons, never to be reached.
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Some might call it "inspiration." But I call it torture.
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That someday everything will be right.
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That someday I’ll have the right amount of money.
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That someday I'll have the right community.
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That someday I'll have enough confidence in myself.
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Someday.
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But, why can't that someday be today?
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After all, the only one who keeps letting me look to the horizons instead of the tangibles right in front of me, is me.
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So I'm setting "someday" free. Releasing my expectations of her so that "someday" can be just another great today.