12.8.22 // You Understand Me

I wish I could tell you what change means and what is to come.
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I wish I could explain to you that change is the only guarantee in life although knowing that doesn't make it any easier.
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I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry that change is happening.
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I wish I could tell you that the change isn't hurting me.
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I wish I could tell you we were more than someone's reckless abandonment.
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I wish I could tell you so many things.
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And while I wish, I also know that you understand me.
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You understand and respond to the emotions in my body, tuned to me like a radio frequency that's coming through unbroken.
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The tension, you watch. The tears, you lick. The happiness, you dance. The fear, you stand. The levity, you sleep.
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You're dialed to me and even though I can't use words to explain the change, I can't use words to explain the hurt, I can't use words to explain the pain. I know you can understand me. I know you can feel me.